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How
03:45
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It’s so fucked up
The way the corners of your lips curl
How did you come to be
Maybe all your pieces
Got tossed around in my head
And landed so perfectly
But you’re still haunting me
Yeah, you’re still haunting me
I know I’ve been home all alone
Empty rooms and photos are all I see
But you’re still haunting me
Hollow, a ghost I built to
Follow me around
Yeah, you speak without a sound
But you’re still haunting me
Yeah, you’re still haunting me
I wrote it down so I wouldn’t forget you
I think that I miss you
Nostalgic for someone I don’t know
I see you in my head
I feel you in my bed
But maybe there’s no one really there
And I’m not sure if I should care
How did you come to be
You seem so real to me
I know I’ve been home all alone
Empty rooms and photos are all I see
But you’re still haunting me
Hollow, a ghost I built to
Follow me around
Yeah, you speak without a sound
But you’re still haunting me
Yeah, you’re still haunting me
I know I’ve been home all alone
Empty rooms and photos are all I see
But you’re still haunting me
Hollow, a ghost I built to
Follow me around
Yeah, you speak without a sound
But you’re still haunting me
Yeah, you’re still haunting me
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2. |
Without You
03:13
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Don’t set me free again
You’re my only friend
Yeah, you’re the only one
To convince this sun
To come up again
And all the breath I spend
Yeah, it won’t change your mind
But I’ll be just fine
Because the stars can take my place
Drop me off in outer space again
I don’t know what I’m to do
Up here without you
I’ve got no one left to hold
Up here without you
It’s getting cold
Don’t set me free again
I might find the end
Yeah, I might find a place
Beyond outer space
And get lost again
Lost in my own head
I think I’m out of time
But everything will be just fine
Because the stars can take my place
Drop me off in outer space again
I don’t know what I’m to do
Up here without you
I’ve got no one left to hold
Up here without you
It’s getting cold
Oh and the gravity of our situation
Is starting to weigh on my chest
I know that you aren’t coming back
I wish that you were coming back
I really wish you’d come see me again
I don’t know what I’m to do
Up here without you
I’ve got no one left to hold
Up here without you
It’s getting cold
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3. |
On the Run
03:09
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It always came so easy to me
Falling down and washing out
Throw that tantrum scream and shout
But when it came to be what I should be
I never could I thought I would
I haven’t it tried it, but I should
So I’ll pull back and relapse
I’m always running away from that
I gave up, can’t take it back
I always swore that I would get to it someday
But some things are better left undone
And I swear I’m better on the run
But fear is begging me to stay
And I don’t want to waste another day away
It always came so easy
But then I went and threw it all away
So piece by piece I’ll pick it up
I’ll do my part
I’ll do what is enough
So I’ll pull back and relapse
I’m always running away from that
I gave up, can’t take it back
I always swore that I would get to it someday
But some things are better left undone
And I swear I’m better on the run
So I’ll pull back and relapse
Some things are better left undone
And I’m better on the run
Yeah, I’m better on the run
So I’ll pull back and relapse
I’m always running away from that
I gave up, can’t take it back
I always swore that I would get to it someday
But some things are better left undone
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4. |
Empty Room
03:15
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I’ve been sleeping on the couch again
Trying to pretend that you’re upstairs
Mad at me for some shit that I did to you
But it’s not true
No, it’s not true
It’s a fantasy I tell myself
So I can get some sleep
For the first time in a week
The nights move faster when my eyes are closed
And I could use the rest
Yeah, I could use the rest
I think it’s starting again or over
It’s a redo just like we do
Take it all you can keep it
You’re just an empty room to me
It’s so neurotic, but I’m glad that I caught it
I would've came along with you
But I’ll fuck off because you told me to
Now, you’re nothing but an empty room
Disconnect and let it shut down
The power’s out across the whole town
So I’ll stay inside
In my haunted house amusement ride
Running from a ghost is exhausting
It’s walking through the walls like it’s nothing
Get under the covers
Pretend it’s another bad dream
Just another bad dream
I think it’s starting again or over
It’s a redo just like we do
Take it all you can keep it
You’re just an empty room to me
It’s so neurotic, but I’m glad that I caught it
I would've came along with you
But I’ll fuck off because you told me to
Now, you’re nothing but an empty room
I’ve been sleeping on the couch
Trying to pretend that you’re upstairs
Mad at me for some shit that I did to you
But it’s not true no it’s not true
It’s a fantasy a fantasy
It’s not true no it’s not true
You’re a fantasy a fantasy
Yeah, you’re just an empty room
You’re just an empty room to me
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5. |
Wasted Days
03:19
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Let’s pack it all up
I’ve seen it all I’ve done enough
I swear it’s not a bluff
Grow bitter every passing buzz
Can I do this anymore
Am I really such a bore
Excuse myself and walk away
In search of what I’m looking for
I’ve been feeling nothing for this
Navigating space within
There’s a razor thin line between
Giving up and giving in
Will I know it if I find it
Will it be there in the dark
Now I’ve lost it all and
It goes on and on and on and on and on
I take it all back
I know that I’ve been wrong before
Now, getting back on track
It’s time to shut another door
There was nothing back there for me
Joy’s decaying with my body
I can’t help that fact that happiness
Always leave me empty
Wasted days a numbing buzz
Toss and turn search for enough
I’ve been feeling nothing for this
Navigating space within
There’s a razor thin line between
Giving up and giving in
Will I know it if I find it
Will it be there in the dark
Now I’ve lost it all and
It goes on and on and on and on and on
Wasted days a numbing buzz
Toss and turn search for enough
There’s a razor thin line between
Giving up and giving in
I could keep on searching but
I’m growing tired wearing thin
Will I know it when I find it
Will I know it when I’m done
Now I’ve lost it all and
It goes on and on and on and on
I’ve been feeling nothing for this
Navigating space within
There’s a razor thin line between
Giving up and giving in
Will I know it if I find it
Will it be there in the dark
Now I’ve lost it all and
It goes on and on and on and on and on
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6. |
What You Will Keep
03:44
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Cast me in permanence
Nothing’s meant to last forever
Replace my blood with fresh cement
Shatter when I hit the ground
Pick me apart and
Set aside the parts of me
You want to keep
But I can’t guarantee they’ll last long
No, I can’t guarantee they’ll last
Take any part of me you hate to see
And throw it to the side
Made mistakenly, poor quality
But without those parts I’ll die
I'll find any excuse
To be of no use
It’s the dust that holds together
Through every storm that you will weather
Clean it up and watch
The pieces fall and scatter on the ground
Maybe we can find a way to fix it
Maybe if we don’t we’ll be complicit
We want it all
But there is nothing left for us to take
No, there is nothing left for us
Take any part of me you hate to see
And throw it to the side
Made mistakenly, poor quality
But without those parts I’ll die
An empty ending to an empty life
Time is killing me, but that’s alright
I’ll find any excuse
To be of no use
Set aside what you will keep
But it won’t count for anything
No, it won’t count for anything
Take any part of me you hate to see
And throw it to the side
Made mistakenly, poor quality
But without those parts I’ll die
An empty ending to an empty life
Time is killing me, but that’s alright
I’ll find any excuse
To be of no use
Set aside what you will keep
But it won’t count for anything
I’ll find any excuse
To be of no use
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7. |
Thieves
04:04
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You’re way too cool to laugh
But I just made you smile
I just found their stash
Come hang with me a while
Hang with me a while
I promise that I’ll make you smile
We’ll have so much fun
Living on the run
Forgetting everyone
Let’s bail and hit the road
Go somewhere we don’t know
Get lost in someone else’s car
You grab my throat
We know how these things go
Let’s take this way too fucking far
Stuck in this liminal space
Only my face left to face
I always know what to take and I’m gone
This party is bullshit
I just want to leave
Walk along the shore
Checking every door
Found one that’s open
So baby let’s go in
Maybe we’ll find what we’re looking for
Shadows hit the walls
Fire burns and bodies fall
Pushing, pulling, and writhing
Lost track of the time
If somebody rings
Just ignore the call
Should we go back to the party
I know everything was so exciting
Strange faces, felt like dying
Weird places, I’m not trying to
Put this all on you
But I don’t know what to do
Walk along the shore
Checking every door
Found one that’s open
So baby let’s go in
Maybe we’ll find what we’re looking for
Shadows hit the walls
Fire burns and bodies fall
Pushing, pulling, and writhing
Lost track of the time
If somebody rings
Just ignore the call
That party was bullshit
I’m so glad we left
Walk along the shore
Checking every door
Found one that’s open
So baby let’s go in
Maybe we’ll find what we’re looking for
Shadows hit the walls
Fire burns and bodies fall
Pushing, pulling, and writhing
Lost track of the time
If somebody rings
Just ignore the call
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8. |
New Discomfort
03:50
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Show me something pretty
Pry open my eyes
Show me something pretty
That says I’ll make it out alive
Surrender to a new discomfort
I don’t know a fucking thing about myself
I don’t know what I’m capable of feeling now
Do I even know of love
Can I understand enough
Slowly spoken panic surely
It will be the death of me
I know, I know
That I don’t want to do this anymore
Running from the things I was before
Giving in to everything and more
Leave behind the sparse and empty
But it’s moving quick and it might catch me
I could make it out, but it’s unlikely
So I’ve got to stay and surrender, surrender
Leave the lights on low
And let the white noise glow
And radiate, I lie and wait
For the night to let me go
Can I do this
Should I even try
If I say I will and never do
Will that mean I’ve lied
I know, I know
That I don’t want to do this anymore
Running from the things I was before
Giving in to everything and more
Leave behind the sparse and empty
But it’s moving quick and it might catch me
I could make it out, but it’s unlikely
So I’ve got to stay and surrender, surrender
I’ll never leave this place
But I won’t stick around
I know it feels the worst
Giving in to new discomforts
I’ll never leave this place
But I won’t stick around
I know it feels the worst
Giving in to new discomforts
Show me something pretty
Pry open my eyes
Show me something pretty
That says I’ll make it out alive
I know, I know
That I don’t want to do this anymore
Running from the things I was before
Giving in to everything and more
Leave behind the sparse and empty
But it’s moving quick and it might catch me
I could make it out, but it’s unlikely
So I’ve got to stay and surrender, surrender
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